Today was really scary. I had my trials paper for English today and for one of the papers, I actually over-estimated myself a little. There were two sections on this paper and having spent most of of my time on section A, I swear my section B is complete shit. When I was done with section A, I only had half an hour left to write section B which for you information, consists more marks compared to section A. I panicked big time. After one full page of text and 15 minutes ticking by, I cancelled the whole page and re-wrote the essay cutting it much much shorter as I had far too many points in mind to the extend where I didn’t even know what to do anymore. It was when time’s up and I’m still writing a factor in my essay that I’ve truly felt like giving up and just hide and cry. Because honestly, I’m not a hardworking student, ask my friends and they’ll tell you how lazy I am. I literally deserve the procrastinator award! In the end because the teacher was right next to me and refused to collect others’ papers first that I had no choice but thank which ever god out there that gave me the perfect sentence to just end the whole essay in that very same paragraph. So really, English. Please, at least an A! T_T

At the time being, I’m gonna go start my last minute studies for my BM paper tomorrow and console myself that this is just trials and trials is NOTHING to me, it’s just every other exam because you’re not aiming for January intake hahaha /.\

ok bye! Nights!